Everytime I drink I spend the next day dwelling on every stupid thing I said/did and it consumes me to the point where I am like, mentally incapable of dealing with much of anything.  Like, I obsess.  And I get random flashbacks of how I behaved and cringe when I think about it.  It’s seriously the worst.  I wanna shut my brain off.  I wanna scream and just rip my own head off.   I really need to get my shit together.  I can’t go on like this.  All this anxiety and self-hatred and inner turmoil and insanity.  Why can’t I just stop making every imaginable excuse and just DEAL with my issues?  I have no fight in me.  I need to start fighting for myself.  I need to push myself.  I don’t wanna be this way anymore.  

Everytime I drink I spend the next day dwelling on every stupid thing I said/did and it consumes me to the point where I am like, mentally incapable of dealing with much of anything.  Like, I obsess.  And I get random flashbacks of how I behaved and cringe when I think about it.  It’s seriously the worst.  I wanna shut my brain off.  I wanna scream and just rip my own head off.  

I really need to get my shit together.  I can’t go on like this.  All this anxiety and self-hatred and inner turmoil and insanity.  Why can’t I just stop making every imaginable excuse and just DEAL with my issues?  I have no fight in me.  I need to start fighting for myself.  I need to push myself.  I don’t wanna be this way anymore.  

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iwilleatyourenglish: everyone has said and done problematic things in their lifetime. that’s a result of the society we live in, not necessarily a reflection of their character. what is a reflection of their character is how they react to being informed of the negativity within their behavior and statements, and whether or not they choose to change their behavior. (via emilyjane564)

iwilleatyourenglish:

everyone has said and done problematic things in their lifetime. that’s a result of the society we live in, not necessarily a reflection of their character.

what is a reflection of their character is how they react to being informed of the negativity within their behavior and statements, and whether or not they choose to change their behavior.

(via emilyjane564)

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kirainbows:

roane72:

foxy-voxy:

youarethesentinels:

Lol

No, I’d say the show does a great job of representing the typical 18-34 male with Larry, with his constant need for validation, attention, and the world to revolve around him.

Boom.

And Mendez, who believes that he is owed for being kind and that women are not only worth less than him, but are equal to tools that have a purpose that can serve him and are worth nothing past that.
And Healy, who only values women if they are serving his wants,needs, and values.
And Bennett, who doesn’t understand a lot of the women’s perspectives but is considered lesser by many unless he is showing power over women.
And that evil witch woman’s husband that is running for senator, who’s wife’s career and goals don’t matter unless they are serving his.
And that one guard who is pursuing to please his girlfriend physically and somewhat emotionally after admitting to his mistakes and is trying to grow from them.
Each of the men depicted in this show are shown as diverse and allowed to be, but don’t say this show doesn’t accurately, and frequently, represent an array of different realistic male roles.
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“That old September feeling, left over from school days, of summer passing, vacation nearly done, obligations gathering, books and football in the air … Another fall, another turned page: there was something of jubilee in that annual autumnal beginning, as if last year’s mistakes had been wiped clean by summer.”
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zodiaccity:

Zodiac Leo thought.
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“I’m sensitive, I over think every little thing, and I care way too much.”
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luvyourselfsomeesteem: These plus size models are so toned, tall, blemish-free and pear-shaped. They are unrealistic too and advertisments think they are so forward thinking with “All bodies are beautiful” but they haven’t got a clue. (via romantickissing)

luvyourselfsomeesteem:

These plus size models are so toned, tall, blemish-free and pear-shaped. They are unrealistic too and advertisments think they are so forward thinking with “All bodies are beautiful” but they haven’t got a clue.

(via romantickissing)

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